#20543 - By the end of it, Ean swore to me that he was ready for me again but I had to deny him based on the water’s ever decreasing temperature and the fact mom was probably standing right outside the bathroom door. What did I do? I didn’t think she could take it that hard but the more I thought about it; hypothetically, what if I was the reason she got pregnant? I would never be able to face her again. Going home that day with a big smile on my face apparently gave my mom the confidence to become more restrictive on how Ean and I were allowed to act around each other.